Almost

I have started and done so many things throughout my life that it even amazes me how much I could cram into the years I've been given.  Some things have ended as a result of healthy change, still with some dreams yet to be done, but yet, some things have ended as a result of one of what I believe is my largest character defect, "I get bored" before I finish something or my mind simply convinces me to do something else and off I go; sometimes I wonder if  "commitaphobia" could be an actual diagnosis. I had watched a movie a few years ago where a jungle tribe was captured by another tribe and the leader of the victorious group looked the head warrior straight in the eye and renamed him "Almost"! He "almost" won, he "almost" succeeded, he "almost" protected his people, that one word is resonating hard with me as I start this year.  I more than ever do not want to be an "Almost"!! I have to take a serious look at starting this year, having to see what it is that will keep me connected with a doable program and lead me through the year of the horse, will help me keep in balance my employment obligations, family and personal relationships and not outbalance one with the other. Robert.