Hmmmm, lets think about this for a second

I sometimes think the largest obstacle in my path is me combined with the thought of success. I knew I wasn't going to make it this far in my training,....ever,..... and now here I am. I think I've tried to sabotage my growth as the anticipation, the fear and the realization that this next step can happen and can happen to of all people, "me"! I have this one thought pattern or negative self talk voice that has kept saying, "this is for them, those people, you'll never attain what they have and yet here I still am. It's kind of scary, but there are so many people around me that have and are still believing in me that I figure I should start believing in myself. Lets just keep this between us and don't tell anyone, I don't want anyone to know. Well, I'm off, lets see what the week has to offer, Robert.